Moving On

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Your leaving caused so much pain but as time goes by I’m slowly learning that thinking of you’re only a waste of time. I no longer hoping you will come back and realize how much value you have lost after breaking up with me.

I’m sorry, but I can not miss you. I am now ok to be lonely in my room without your presence.

I am at home today to be by myself. I was comfortable in the shadow of the darkness after turning off the light without your arms hugging my body. I feel much love compare when I am at your side. I am experiencing a real love that sufficient for me to be emotionally secured compare when you are at my side.

When I wake up, I no longer feel sad. Every time I see myself in a mirror, I’m seeing a person I have lost when I chose to love you. The person that I am seeing now is far from what I used to be, and I am deeply grateful to you. After you left me, I am able to see clearly and become a version of myself which I never knew I could be.

Gone are the days when I’m crying in my room praying that you will return. Gone are the times when I’m waking up at the middle of the night feeling the severe loneliness as you aren’t on my side. Gone are the days when I wake up in the morning I don’t want to get up and show up because I feel like the world betrays me.

There are not any days anymore I was staring blankly on our bed thinking that you are there grinning at me. No longer that my knees are shaking while bathing in the bathroom and the water in the shower keeps rushing like the continuous flowing of my tears on my face because of the heaviness that I have felt whenever I miss you. No more days when I can’t eat alone because I needed you to prepare my meal like what you always did when we were together.

I stop myself to overlook you because that’s the perfect thing to do. When I did this, things slowly unfold. I have seen the stupidity which I became because I choose to love you. I understood how you’ve turned me into a person I am. I dropped to you and you decide to fall out of love.

The energy of your kiss has no longer has an impact on me unlike before that I got lost in wilderness every time we’re kissing. The way your lips capable of touching my body but in the back of your mind you are thinking of someone else I am imagining how your lips speak adoration when we made love but those words you’ve said aren’t meant for me.

I am no longer missing you and I’m truly glad you’re gone. I’m contented now to be on my own. I am much comfortable sleeping alone. I have more time to be by myself. Your absence did not matter anymore. I have found out that I could become happier without you on my side. I learned to spare myself from the sensation feelings we’ve shared together. You doesn’t matter anymore since what I thinking is myself and Port St Lucie, FL Squirrel Control Services

I miss you. I am thinking of you not because I love you but due to the lesson which you give to me.

Kiss me again and again but the same love we’ve shared before has no longer there. I no longer miss your lips because I moved on.

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